So I have been out of work since March but now that I will be starting my new "fabulous" job in a few days -- I am on edge & really for lack of better terms "bitchy, tired & blah". If I didn't know better I would think I was pregnant but since I had the ol' tubes tide in 2003 I am thinking NO WAY JOSE on that one.
So, my latest thoughts have been why am I feeling this way? Nerves? I can go with that for part of my feelings but for the most part I just want to stay alone -- which triggers the depression alert in my mind -- but why now after all this time am I going to feel this way? Is it possibly b/c I wouldn't let myself feel before b/c I knew that was what was going to happen & now I have let my guard down?
Let me know thoughts!
Take care!
